Tuesday, Jul. 17, 2007
Men & Me.
AGES, but better than never.Sometimes I really dun understand men. They would do whatever it takes when they are trying to woo you. You would find that they are such sweet and considerate creatures. When being together in a relationship, that intensity in the level of trying to coax or give in or considerate or romantic or be nice (and everything else) to you would drop drastically. (I dun know abt my other girl friends but for me, you better not lower ur level of 'whatever-ish'. it should either go above or maintain..) Suddenly, they are not that nice anymore. But then you would feel that somehow, some way or another, they would change for your sake. (fat hope, the fattest of hope for that matter) The littlest things you hoped they would do, or the gifts you hoped they would get you seemed tougher to them than to scale Mt Everest. And when the relationship is on verge of breaking up or has already broken up, they would then do ALL they could to make up for it. Including the littlest things, the gifts etc..
What for?
It's already too late.
That particular incident just keeps replaying itself over and over again at the back of my mind, just like some broken record that screeches and jolts.
I want to move on, and I hope you can too.